Only Time – Enya

A song by Enya, with sadness which is beautiful and a meaning too profound…

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time…
And who can say if your love grows,
As your hearth chose, only time…

Who can say why your heart sights,
As your live flies, only time…
And who can say why your heart cries
when your love lies, only time…

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be ,in your heart…
and who can say when the day sleeps,
and the night keeps all your heart…
Night keeps all your heart…

Who can say if your love groves,
As your heart chose, only time…
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time…

Who knows? Only time…
Who knows? Only time…

hung-over

June has been a sadly consequential month. Having lost a friend is a long-time grief that gets processed and unprocessed throughout your life. Anu’s memory has barely even faded and now Navneet’s loss is phenomenally unbearable. Well, on top of that, Navneet’s ’secret’ favourite – Michael Jackson – is also gone. Though I am not a big fan, he was special in his own way and more special because everytime we heard him, it made Navneet smile. In a way, I am relieved as I think she might just meet him up there! After all, it’s his soul that gave music to the world, right? Have fun girl!

Amid all of this grief and futile attempts to ‘deal with it’, I have been trying all ways to digest the fact that she is gone. Well, I am still hungover with what happened last month… From ”retail therapy” to keeping my mind occupied, nothing has really worked. I am also watching a lot of movies, which do help for those few hours. Well, something to begin with!
I watched ‘The Hangover’ the other day. The movie, which is outrageously funny is a m-u-s-t watch! (do I say that a lot?)
Well, a plot around 4 friends who go to Vegas to celebrate their friend’s last 2 days of bachelorhood. And celebrate they do!!!
The movie is so funny that I actually held my tummy and laughed aloud in a crass manner. I usually do not enjoy comedies as most of them do not amuse me, but Hangover made me laugh through and through. Also, Bradley Cooper is HOT!

If you need to keep your mind off, and be entertained in a way that you giggle thinking about the movie even a week later, watch Hangover.

Bohemian Rhapsody

“Is this the real life
Is this just fantasy
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality
Open your eyes
Look up to the skies and see
Im just a poor boy, I need no sympathy
Because Im easy come, easy go,
A little high, little low,
Anyway the wind blows, doesnt really matter to me…”

-Queen

‘unwritten’

Love this part of the song:

“…Feel the rain on your skin, noone else can feel it for you,

only you can let it in, noone else…

noone else can speak the words on your lips

drench yourself in words unpoken

live your life with arms wide open…”

-Natasha Bedingfield

“There’s an unceasing wind that blows through this night
And there’s dust in my eyes, that blinds my sight
And silence that speaks so much louder that words,
Of promises broken…”- Sorrow, Pink Floyd

If you, if you could return, don’t let it burn, don’t let it fade.

I’m sure I’m not being rude, but it’s just your attitude,
It’s tearing me apart, It’s ruining everything.

I swore, I swore I would be true, and honey, so did you.
So why were you holding her hand? Is that the way we stand?
Were you lying all the time? Was it just a game to you?

But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

Oh, I thought the world of you.
I thought nothing could go wrong,
But I was wrong. I was wrong.
If you, if you could get by, trying not to lie,
Things wouldn’t be so confused and I wouldn’t feel so used,
But you always really knew, I just wanna be with you.

But I’m in so deep. You know I’m such a fool for you.
You got me wrapped around your finger, ah, ha, ha.
Do you have to let it linger? Do you have to, do you have to,
Do you have to let it linger?

-The Cranberries

Shine on you crazy diamond

Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Now there’s a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
You were caught on the crossfire of childhood and stardom,
blown on the steel breeze.
Come on you target for faraway laughter,
come on you stranger, you legend, you martyr, and shine!
You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Threatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light.
Shine on you crazy diamond.
Well you wore out your welcome with random precision,
rode on the steel breeze.
Come on you raver, you seer of visions,
come on you painter, you piper, you prisoner, and shine!

…numb…

Don’t move
Don’t talk out of time
Don’t think
Don’t worry
Everything’s just fine
Just fine
Don’t grab
Don’t clutch
Don’t hope for too much
Don’t breathe
Don’t achieve
Or grieve without leave
Don’t check
Just balance on the fence
Don’t answer
Don’t ask
Don’t try and make sense
Don’t whisper
Don’t talk
Don’t run if you can walk
Don’t cheat, compete
Don’t miss the one beat
Don’t travel by train
Don’t eat
Don’t spill
Don’t piss in the drain
Don’t make a will
Don’t fill out any forms
Don’t compensate
Don’t cower
Don’t crawl
Don’t come around late
Don’t hover at the gate
Don’t take it on board
Don’t fall on your sword
Just play another chord
If you feel you’re getting bored

I feel numb
I feel numb
Too much is not enough
I feel numb
Don’t change your brand
Gimme what you got
Don’t listen to the band
Gimme what I don’t get
Don’t gape
Don’t ape
Don’t change your shape
Gimme some more
Have another grape
Too much is not enough

I feel numb
Gimme some more
A piece of me, baby
I feel numb

Don’t plead
Don’t bridle
Don’t shackle
Don’t grind
Gimme what I don’t get
Don’t curve
Don’t swerve
Gimme some more
I feel numb
Lie, die, serve
I feel numb
Don’t theorize, realise, polarise
Gimme what you got
Chance, dance,dismiss, apologise
Gimme what I don’t get
Gimme what you got
Too much is not enough

I feel numb
Don’t spy
Don’t lie
Don’t try
Imply
Detain
Explain
Start again
I feel numb
I feel numb
Don’t triumph
Don’t coax
Don’t cling
Don’t hoax
Don’t freak
Peak
Don’t leak
Don’t speak
I feel numb
I feel numb

Don’t project
Don’t connect
Protect
Don’t expect
Suggest
I feel numb
Don’t project
Don’t connect
Protect
Don’t expect
Suggest
I feel numb
Gimme what you got

Don’t struggle
Don’t jerk
Don’t collar
Don’t work
Don’t wish
Don’t fish
Gimme what I don’t get
I feel numb
Don’t teach
Don’t reach
Gimme some more
I feel numb
To much is not enough
I feel numb
Gimme what you got
Don’t borrow
Don’t break
Don’t fence
Gimme what I don’t get
I feel numb
Don’t steal
Don’t pass
Don’t press
Don’t try
Don’t feel
Gimme some more
I feel numb
Don’t touch
Don’t dive
Don’t suffer
Don’t rhyme
Don’t fantasize
Don’t rise
Don’t lie
I feel numb

Don’t project
Don’t connect
Protect
I feel numb
Don’t expect
Suggest
Don’t project
Don’t connect
Protect
I feel numb
Don’t expect
Suggest
I feel numb

-U2

 

…

Strange, don’t you think I’m looking older?

But something good has happened to me

Change is a stranger, who never seems to show…

Give me one reason…

Give me one reason to stay here and I’ll turn right back around
Give me one reason to stay here and I’ll turn right back around
Because I don’t want leave you lonely
But you got to make me change my mind
Baby I got your number and I know that you got mine
But you know that I called you I called too many times
You can call me baby you can call me anytime
But you got to call me

Give me one reason to stay here – and I’ll turn right back around
Give me one reason to stay here – and I’ll turn right back around
Because I don’t want leave you lonely
But you got to make me change my mind

I don’t want no one to squeeze me – they might take away my life
I don’t want no one to squeeze me – they might take away my life
I just want someone to hold me and rock me through the night

This youthful heart can love you and give you what you need
This youthful heart can love you and give you what you need
But I’m too old to go chasing you around
Wasting my precious energy

Give me one reason to stay here – and I’ll turn right back around
Give me one reason to stay here – and I’ll turn right back around
Because I don’t want leave you lonely
But you got to make me change my mind

Baby just give me one reason – Give me just one reason why
Baby just give me one reason – Give me just one reason why I should stay
Because I told you that I loved you
And there ain’t no more to say …

Tracy Chapman