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Anyone interprets dreams here?

Last night I dreamt of my first day in school but unlike in reality, I saw my present friends with me. Now when I think of them as kids it’s too funny but the dream was really weird. I saw that these people are collecting wood because I am dead and they are preparing to burn my body during next day’s morning assembly.

Everyone was dressed in white and I lay there in red. I have long hair and two of my friends are combing my hair. (why would they do that?)

There is a huge massive hole in the sky and their is a stairway that leads you to the entrance. I saw a weird tiger-like creature flying in the in sky. I felt that ‘energy’ is blue in colour and is flowing out of my hands.

And all this is in black and white. (If the dream is in black and white, how do I know that I am wearing red? How is energy blue?)

Also, there is a huge, massive ’C' written up in the sky. It’s white in colour. The sky is grey.

:p

But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for…

I love this song. U2 rocks.

Have you heard ‘without you here’ by GooGoo Dolls? And, ‘let her cry’ by Hootie & The Blowfish? Ooh, have you heard ‘crash into me’, by Dave Mathews’ Band? Ever heard ’sorrow’ by Floyd? ‘Trumpets’ by Flipsyde? Robbie William’s ‘Feel’? Jimi Hendrix’s ‘purple haze’? ‘Soldier of Love’ by Pearl Jam?

I have decided that my favourite Floyd song still remains ‘learning to fly’ and my favourite Nirvana song is ‘come as you are’. ‘I never really loved you anyway’, by The Corrs is also superb!

I have also decided that I did not like Nishabd or Honeymoon Travels. I hated Music & Lyrics and loved Pursuit of Happyness. Will Smith’s son is too cute. Adorable kid. I like his name, Jaden Christopher Syre Smith. Sounds nice…

Mick Jagger’s ‘Visions of Paradise’ is one of my favourite songs ever. ‘The Reason’ is awesome, a bit overdone but still rocks.

My all time favourite song will be ‘Time of my life’ from Dirty Dancing. Love the movie, love the song.

Ooh, does anyone else think that the new diamond ad with Rahul Khanna and Meghna Reddy is awesome?

For those who have seen Honeymoon Travels, don’t you think Amisha Patel fits the role perfectly? So bloody annoying!!

Did you know that there were 26 kinds of lice found in Jimi Hendrix’s hair? eww…

Long weekend on the way. No plans as of now.

Oh well…

Song? Free falling by Tom Petty

State of mind? You don’t wanna know

Weather? Not as hot as yesterday. Thank God!

…I

“There’s no sensation compared with this
Suspended animation, a state of bliss
Can’t keep my mind from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted just an eartbound misfit, I…”
Pink Floyd
(A Momentary Lapse of Reason)

the lopsided fence

Yes, the fence that should be symmetrical is absolutely lopsided. Ever been in a situation where you are sitting on a fence from where you gotta jump and start moving into the direction you have chosen for yourself, by yourself and then suddenly realising that the damn fence you were sitting on is lopsided itself?

You get what I am saying? Obviously not. You are wondering whether I am high, or am I just throwing random words out here in order to intrigue you.

My point is, if the damn fence on which you have to sit and make the wise decisions of your life is uneven by itself, is dominated by a weight of some other emotion or compulsion or expectation or whatever else, how can you be sure if the decision you made sitting on the lopsided fence is the sound one?

You get it? Oh darn! Let it be…

raincheck

I like that word a lot. It sounds good. like r-r-a-i-i-n-c-h-h-e-k-k… interesting…

What if you could reschedule your life? How would it be to delay things that you don’t want to happen right now? You know, like at you convinience, procrastinate all your problems, issues, worries…?

But a delay does not mean that it’s not gonna happen. It just means you are pushing it further to a time you think you will be okay to handle it. Might as well deal with it in this moment and time; you never how worse the future can get. And anyway, what’s meant to be, will be. Yeah, I kinda forgot that part of the deal.

Oh well…

An apology

Not sure if you’l ever read this,  not sure if you’l ever know,

 but just one thing I mean to say to you,

I am really sorry…

* Please do not ask me questions on this post.

…………………..*@$%&^*……………………..

Life is a complete mess. What you think might work out fine for you, turns out to be the biggest blunder you could have ever imagined. Whatever.

It’s cold in Delhi. It rained a few days ago and suddenly winters have decided to stay longer. Or maybe I am so used to the pleasant weather in Bangalore that I don’t cherish cold Delhi winters anymore. Well, perspectives change.

It’s Holi today; the festival of colours. I somehow never liked it as much as I love Diwali but every year when a bunch of ‘coloured-discoloured’ people pull me out of my house and cover me in nice-smelling different colours of ‘gulal’, I instantly fall in love with the festival. It’s like a thing with me now.

The World Cup begins in a week! Yay! Team India has never been under so much pressure as it is in, right now… Every channel I have seen, every discussion I have heard or overheard, is about the coming matches. I hope this time they get the Cup home…

This evening, I was passing by Nithari(the area where Moninder Singh along with his servant, raped, killed and ate 28 children) and I wanted to run to all those parents who lost their innocent ones to the greed of this bastard…

I think I lost track of what I was trying to say here…

I am sorry…

I am just, very disoriented.

State of mind? Upset, hopeless

Weather? C-O-L-D and dull

Song? ‘I can’t help fallin in love with u’, Buble’s version.